just wanna post sth...

hi everyone, I noe is quite a long time i din update my blog, and i really feel sorry to myself as I dun have the determination to do something. Suddenly, i wish to post sth 2nite. I am actually now at Ipoh, having my mid-term break for CNY. I will be going back on this coming sunday. I feel very very very tired today actually. Not physically, but mentally. I dunno y just has the feeling. I have not much fren, especially when i come back to Ipoh, only those who I know since secondary school. I thought we have known each other for many years, so our friendship shd be very strong, and i am so navy to think that other ppl will act same as me to maintain our friendship. But i found that it is totally wrong. maybe some of them are trying to do that, but definately not all. I really treasure our frenship a lot, but too bad is hard to maintain it. I can predict we will separate and just say hi when we meet each other in the future. I noe 天下无不散之宴席, but just hope that it can be maintained as long as possible. I really feel a bit tired by asking everyone come out and meet everytime. However, i will try to do this as long as i can, until one day i fall down.............................................................. all the best my fren.